I will follow you

Yesterday, at my group, they read a lecture that had something i needed to keep going, it said that its ok not to let go inmidiatly, everyone has his own process and when the moment is right i will feel the power and the strenght to let go.

It fitted to me so well, cause i was making pressure on myself to let go that girl that in matter of weeks she become the one, that one that i was looking for, and when i felt defeated, God made our roads to join.

Its sad to feel this way, everything i have learned to let go a relationship doesnt work now, why is that, mmmm, im getting to the conclusion that im different now (she told me that and made me feel very good), im another person, i cant fool myself anymore, and that is awsome, the only problem is that if anything that i have learned works, then im facing something new, and i have to learn again how to deal with it, its hard, but step by step im making it to happend.

I still have some hope in us, that in the future we will come together again, to have a healthy relation and to be happy, maybe thats a dream, but keeps me warm in bed and help me not to entirely crash and go in crisis.

For all this i decided to dedicated myself a song (the one that is playing now), jeje, thats new for me but it feels awsome!!!

I will follow you - Alberto Plaza

Dont ask me for more than i can give

everyone has its greater yearning

dont remove the liberty wings

cause i has began to reach its flight

Dont ask me for more than i can give

i have the joyness and the sadness by a hand

they join me and help me to sing

thats why both sits on my table

I cant be perfect

i have thousands of defects

i have tears

and i have heart.

If u ask me to be better

my failures and my mistakes

give me time

to see if i can go.

And i will follow you

wherever u will go

and i will stay

by your side.

Dont ask me for more than i can give

im what u see im anything else that live

that had choosen my body to rest

and will keep going some of this days.

I rather to show myself just like i am

with all my doubts and contradictions

i dont want to make a lie

to have u with me, to be with you.

I cant be perfect

i have thousands of defects

i have tears

and i have heart.

If u ask me to be better

my failures and my mistakes

give me time

to see if i can go.

And i will follow you

wherever u will go

and i will stay

by your side.

Just i thing im going to ask you

dont take too seriouly my melancholy

some days is easier to smile

but this one isnt one of that days.

And i will follow you

wherever u will go

and i will stay

by your side.

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