I quitted smoking 5 days ago, i die for a smoke right now. Bad days had come, I’m in abstinence, from tobacco and from relationships, and i feel like shit!
Im avoiding myself cause truth is too painful and i don’t wanna live it, but today i feel like 100 girlfriends had broke with me, i wanna cry, I’m screaming for attention but im unable to make a dam sound. A silent scream.
I don’t wanna be me right now, i wanna run... I fuckin miss her, and its too fucking painful let her go, its too fucking painful not having control over anything but me, and even i cant control myself.
its fucking shit!!! I’m in anger and i hate everything!!!!
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