Ok, im in the middle of the storm, but its not what i spected, i suppose to fell bad, sad, want to cry badly, but im not.
I feel with hope, alone, and very very angry, i have rage, a lot of it, i still cant understand things, how does it happend and why.
As my point of view of today, i feel that is better to feel this way, i feel less bad...
Or maybe, but only maybe, i hadnt reached the storm yet.
Who knows....
